Faith

To some it might be just a word ... n sound of some alphabets and vowels tied together. To me it did....Unaware of the depth and meaning of faith u tend to go ways which we often do not realize the consequences.It made me stand nowhere... the future blurts out and the pain in the belly is way to unbearable. What's worst is, it might be forgived for sure but what leaves behind is a big scare and a fear for your entire life. Sorry just does not seem to be the word here .... its too small, tears do not fill in the wound at all, regrets ... well...only thing that i have after all that is regretting every moment and realizing the ugliness in me to have done something like that...The believe that it will never happen is something so distanced to u and that hurts the most... May the belief stay ....